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| Fights? why do they happen? what would cause two people who care about one another so much to want to disagree with eachother and than cause more problems than what there already are in life. I'm so confused....people dont' need anymore drama is our lives yet why are they caused...i'm so stuck in a rut and i have noidea how to get out. do i just say okay and drop it or do i make the effort to tell my side and hope it will be a good thing to the relationship. life's really a bitch, and then we all die!
Love always,
Ashleigh
P.S. it wouldn't hurt for someone to comment on my things, i am still around...!!!! | | |
| Hey everyone, well tonight was umm how do i say it...INTERESTING!!! yea that's the word. but anyways so i went to school and everything okay you know sort of the whatever thing, than went to work right afterwards, that sorta sucked...didn't even get to work with mikey. but ywa! so anyways worked all day from like 1 till almost 9 and it was actually lots of fun...it was really like old times with the guys, they weren't picking on me for being day crew and we were just having fun like it used to be. i really miss that! but anyways i think tomorrow should be a good day, i go to school get out at 11:30 and than i can go see my baby...! i'm so happy! :) can't sha tell...lol! but yea there was some drama with me and mikey tonight, long story, but i'll try to explain it and make it short and sweet, possibly right to the point, i think we both relize that there are things about us that are going to be hard to fix and hard to figure out about eachother and we just need to relize that and try to work with it. I know i'm not perfect and he knows he isn't it's just we don't think about that until after the fact, and it sucks because we basically need to get into a huge fight in order to relize that. i love him to death and will for a very long time, but there are going to be some problems...we'll make it i have that kind of feeling inside of me and i just know it. well everyone have a great day tomorrow, i know i'm going to try to atleast!
Love always,
Ashleigh | | |
| Happy Anniversary!!! Today's mine and mikey's 1st month anniversary....i'm so happy! he's great for me and he makes me so happy. Were probably not going to do anything special just because it's only a month, but still we made it through our first month. Going to go to school in acouple minutes, than have to go to work at 12:30 and see MIKEY!!! but than after i will get off at 7:00 and hopefully go see him. Last Saturday was homecoming and it sucked, well not really before homecoming was great, sara and jordan, nathan and natalie, and me and ryan had a great time just us 6, we took pictures, which i should be getting soon, and just hungout together and it was so much fun and not boring. But as soon as we got to the dance it was alittle boring just because the boys really didn't want to do very much dancing...but we still tried, than all of a sudden david and his big crowd comes by us and basically takes my date away for minutes to a time, and out of no where ryan comes back to me and says that he has to leave because "someone" is treatening to shoot at his house and his mom is the only person home, so i say sure go home (still bummed though) and than NICK LYTEL comes to east, and i ask him why he's there and he says oh going to hangout with ryan why, well dont' you think it's weird how all of those "guys" were going with ryan and no one would give me a straight answer? yea i know well yea so anyways it sucked..and now i dont' know how to act around ryan...i don't know if i should be mad, and show him and tell him... or should i just not be mad and it shouldn't be a big deal? i dont know but i want everyone's opinion because this is a huge deal to me. well i love you all so much, wish me good luck today!
Write back and comment on my delema..
Ashleigh
P.S. oh by the way saw adam n. at my homecoming, really weird i'm telling you but yea!
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| WoW! so i'm really sad....no one wrote on my last entry, doesn't that make me feel great? umm how about no! well anyways today was a semi good day great weekend!! but i don't know. Schools tomorrow and i really don't want to go. being a senior is great, but being in school still sucks. Babyshowers are so cute, Tara's was cool to but just so many of dustin's family was there and they were so excited that they were trying to hard to make it great. Why can't everyday be like this weekend, i was so excited and being with tara and mikey was great just hanging out at her house with everyone was great, i'm so happy. Well anyways I LOVE YOU ALL, whether or not you guys write on my entry!
Love Always,
Ashleigh | | |
| Hey people, Went to school today and it was not that bad! and i'm excited because i'm going out tonight with mikey to dinner, and than tomorrow night i'm going to a movie with him, and than were going to tara's to play poker! He's good to me and i'm HAPPY!!! just thought i'd let all of you people know that! And Jessie love you and miss ya tons, and lizabeth everything will be okay! If anyone gets bored give me a call i don't work tonight if i don't answer leave me a message BYE BYE!
Love always,
Ashleigh | | |
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